On spreading Love

I feel a bit tired
It was a full day
But I still feel a need
To create, to produce
Something

In the past
This was expressed
Through computer programs
But nowadays
Free flow text
Helps me truly express

I haven’t learned drawing
Nor playing music
But my thoughts
My feelings
I express through text

It is a form of excitement
Not sexual, but a creative one
It is in my belly
Circling around
Waiting to be unleashed
So that the Gestalt may close
Making room for a new one

Sitting with it
While at the same time writing this
Awareness and integration
Leading towards completion

I am not rushing to complete it
I just sit with it
Embrace it
Feel it
Enjoy it
While it is here

…pause…

I close my eyes
Sat with it for a while
It’s like a shower of sparks

I imagined how
I spread these sparks
Around my environment
Bringing joy and excitement
To the people around me

With God’s prayer
And gratitude
I enjoy my joy
Selflessly

It is what
Spreading love
Is all about